i realized i really got this fetish of buying colour contact lens non stop! i seriously bought alot. Different pattern, different colours but i only have a pair of eyes. :( and i cant seems to use finish because i'll buy and buy and buy continously. LOL.

been praying really hard for ROM rides to breakdown so that i can slack at work whole day. but so far, none. :( why why why cant they just breakdown?!?!?! now thunder or lightning also no use, cause its indoor and it doesnt get affected at all. awwwwww.

i'm so upset that my sister will be leaving for monaco on either13th may or 14th may. shes gonna be there for 2months. i felt so lonely without her. please return my sister to me. :(((((((((((((((( i need her to sleeeeeep with me, chat with me. gossip with me. I JUST NEED HER.

imagine i'm unhappy at work, shes no longer there to listen my complains. i'm unhappy with relationship, shes no longer there to pull me back to this reality of life. imagine that the house become so quiet without her for 2months.

and oh yes, i feel like saving up money and get a kate spade wallet! so far, didnt get to see what design they have cause i dont have the time to do so. but hmmm, but i like this brand, as in just for their wallet. hah!

and i bought a baby-g watch! so happy about it. because i was like wanting it for like one week and i gotten my pay! so yes, it belongs to me now! :)

i know you're gonna say its kind of like too MAN kind of watch. totally impossible for me to get something like that right? hahah, i dont wanna get white watch because i know i dont take care my watch and it will just be as dirty as it could be. and other colours like hot pink, lime green, metallic purple is like so kiddish and hard to match my clothes. so conclusion, i got the black one instead. i love this to the max okay. SUCHA PRETTAYE WATCH! heheh. for those who want to buy baby-g, purchase it at bencoolen! its at bugis. so much cheaper than g-factory! and there are several watch stores at bencoolen, find the shop 3D-trading. its the cheapest among them all. :D i bought them at only $76!

my voice now is getting worser and worser. :( i really sounds like a man now. thanks to my colleague, yesterday she did an exchange with me. instead of letting me go out to do photo display, shouting for customer to view their photos, she let me take over her cashier job while she do mine for me. so sweet of her. but today and tomorrow i still gonna be doing the photo display. sick still must do all this shit because i dont wanna take mc. my attendance will be deducted, my pay will be deducted. for the sake of giving my parents more money, i shall persevere! :) this job really sucks. but somehow i started to enjoy ever since i changed department. i hope things will remain like this forever.

i'm gonna work on vesak day. and i got to work OT on that day too. cannot accompany my parents go baibai. kind of sad over this issue. because i requested for this day off but its too late and my request was declined.

okay, i think i should stop blogging and go to bed. i still have work tomorrow. totally have no life now. :( but its okay, i've already accept all this shit. i miss studying in RP. i miss school seriously. gonna finish this internship and get back to school :D i always got the feeling of i don't wanna graduate forever.

ahhh, yes, I NEED TO END THIS POST. :) goodnight to all my sweeties!